Saturday, May 7, 2011

It's been awhile...now I'm moving on!



It's been a long time since I last posted. Since then the confusion, hurt, depression, and sadness have come and gone. Every now and then I think about what happened, but those thoughts are few and far between. My hairstylist told me a few weeks ago that it was an experience. I thought about that for awhile and she is right. It was an experience...a bad one and a good one. I learned a lot about who I am and what I want. I want the love again. I'm not ashamed of who I am and that sometimes I can be naughty. Oh Haha! I don't care about a lot of stuff as much as what as I used too. Some people in my life have had a hard time with that. You know what...who cares! They are not living my life and they do not have power over me. I am living my life the way I choose and the way God wants me to live. I'm not a bible thumper by no means, but I do value the relationship I have with God very much. My relationship with Jeff ended even though I didn't want it to end. I had no control over that. I've moved on and trying to enjoy my life as much as possible. I still experience loneliness, but try not to dwell on it too much. I'm back in the "dating pool." Only God knows what will happen...I am looking forward to it.

Until next time...