Confusion...

is a state I don't want or like to be in and wishing it will go away very soon. This was my status the other day on facebook. It's very true at this moment and time. Actually it's a state I have been in for the past few months. The crazy is I don't have any control over it either. I've tried to make it better and for the most part I've done a pretty decent job. I'm a good actor. But...I'm almost to my breaking point. One of my pet peeves is not knowing what's going on and this is a very good example. Honestly I'm praying it will all be over soon so that I can get some closure. It's hard to be strong. I'm trying and the weakness is starting to come out. It's okay to be weak sometimes, but it's not in my nature. Strength is something I need for my daily life including my job so I pray for that daily. Then I have to have it in my personal life makes it even more difficult to pull off.

Until next time...