Christmas Eve.....

Many enjoy Christmas Eve.....I used to enjoy it very much, but I that enjoyment is not there anymore. Christmas Eve is an emotional roller coaster for me and I wish someone would plan non-stop events this day so that my mind would not travel to thoughts of my father. My father enjoyed Christmas Eve services and I enjoyed them with him. It is freaky actually because because I can hear him singing two specific Christmas songs in my head and it makes me cry. "Joy to the World" and "Oh, Come All Ye Faithful" I am not sure how long I will hear his voice but I love it. I believe these a tears of joy and his way of telling me he is still with me and always will be. So as I sit here and write this entry, crying, I want to wish my dad Merry Christmas and everyone out there Merry Christmas.