Well, another relationship has come and gone. This was a good relationship for almost two years, similar interests, but in the end not on the same page. I was hoping for the best with this guy, but when there is not much inclusion into each other's lives there becomes a disconnect. It was wonderful for awhile then nothing. Communication is key and relationships require this in order to work. Both people must work together towards a common goal if they intend to make it together. After awhile I was the one who was ignored....no one wants that....time to say goodbye. Did I want to? No, but I had to because the constant wondering, waiting...that is not a healthy relationship. Many things have happened to me in 39 years and all things are possible. I continue my journey and know that with God all things are possible. I am reminded that each one becomes another learning experience. Hoping for no more learning experiences though. Haha! Some girls are all about the wedding, honestly, yea, the wedding will be nice, but I am looking forward to the companionship, the rest of my life learning about someone friendship, life giving, love giving, and no more lonely nights. It will not be easy to have this relationship but I am up for the challenge because with God all things all possible!